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I hate to say it, but I'm starting to really dislike people. Not "Oh, I don't like YOU" in a specific fashion, but I've been hurt so many people, in so many ways, so many times that I just don't care anymore.
I'm going to still art, and I'm going to still be who I am, but I can no longer afford to care about every single person, or even bother to help like I used to.
Why? Because I'm tired.
I'm tired of being yelled at.
I'm tired of being abused.
I'm tired of being used.
I'm tired, and I can't take any more.
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I hate to say it, but I'm starting to really dislike people. Not "Oh, I don't like YOU" in a specific fashion, but I've been hurt so many people, in so many ways, so many times that I just don't care anymore.
I'm going to still art, and I'm going to still be who I am, but I can no longer afford to care about every single person, or even bother to help like I used to.
Why? Because I'm tired.
I'm tired of being yelled at.
I'm tired of being abused.
I'm tired of being used.
I'm tired, and I can't take any more.
horrible
expecting a somewhat okay friday the 13th. turned horrible.
probably going to delete this account. nothing really worthwhile to keep here.
i'm not an artist. don't know why i ever thought i could pretend to be.
just a warning to expect to see this gone in a few day.
deletions
deleting a bunch of stuff.
already did it, actually.
old journals, art and stuff.
may close this account, entirely, simply because it isn't who I am anymore.
if someone can provide a decent argument, I may stay, however, I don't believe I can art anymore.
not for a while.
Edge
Everything I was going to say, I'm not going to - due to anxiety.
bleh
Lots has happened over the past month.
Uncle is still alive and kicking, or so I think (I have heard no news).
My dad's dad passed a week ago, so I'm down to a single grandparent now.
Family drama related to grandfather's passing. I won't go into details, but yeah.
Having lots of emotional pain, causing physical pain. Not trying to worry anyone, just putting it out there.
In any case, I cleared off a lot on my old laptop - it's a Toshiba that happens to have a Wacom tablet built into it. Going to probably use that for art - it's easier for me to SEE the art than it is to guess where I'm drawing.
Maybe I'll finish the picture I starte
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